Yes. It's Friday.
I'd like to say I'm losing my mind, but I think I may have already lost it. And the fact that I'm not sure pretty much confirms it.
I'm still at work, trying to relax, trying to relax, before I go dancing in Venice. I will perform a self-healing relaxation method I use while I type...
It's been overwhelming to do this. I'm telling new people everyday that I am leaving and it's a bit devastating. Whether anyone likes it or not, we're a family, and for the most part a happy family... so it's tough to say goodbye, especially thinking that I would have liked to have become closer friends, acquaintances with many of them.. but I sacrificed some of that for my music... and now, I'm sacrificing that again for the music.
Honestly though, there is still time to have that, and it might actually be easier to be friends with some of these people if we're not working together! Haha.
I think sometimes people want to join me in my insanity but they think of all the HR implications. You know.. they want to protect their job. So hopefully I'll see lots of them loosen up a little and join me for more fun and adventure and very tough and exhilarating journeys ahead.
I said today that I envision myself as joining the crew of a ship traveling from Spain to the "New World". How exciting to explore beyond what you can see! For me, I only see as far as July 18. After that, there is only FOG. Maybe a shark, a whale, a leviathan, a monster of the deep dark sea...
Only time will tell.
And this blog.
One week from now, around this time, I will probably be drunk out of my brain! Yay!
BTW: I'm starting a new business... catch phrases. Don't know how I'm going to make money off of it yet, but my first entry which I came up with today is:
chiles dorados = chido = awesome
Ok, I'm off to shave the beard before dancing to the HOUSE music.
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